would you catch me if i fell?
oh, hello there! let me introduce myself in the only way i know how—with words, lots of them, because if you haven’t guessed already, i’m quite the yapper. my name starts with A, but honestly, i’d love to hear what nickname you’d give me. something cute, something sweet, something that makes my heart flutter a little every time you say it. i use han yujin from zb1 for pfp. i’m a cancerian, which means i feel everything deeply, love fiercely, and get attached way too fast (but isn’t that the best way to love?). this year, i’ll finally reach the so-called legal age, so i do hope you’re not over 20. i’m an ISFJ, which means i love taking care of people, making them feel safe, and reminding them that they’re cherished in every way possible. oh, and speaking of cherishing—i love yappers (yes, me), especially the ones who thrive off affection, the ones who need to be spoiled and adored.
i exist somewhere between the internet, my own thoughts, and a never-ending need to express how i feel. chronically online? guilty. my mind is always running, always overthinking, always looking for ways to turn feelings into words—spoken, typed, or sent as long, rambling voice notes. i’m a true yapper, the kind who will tell you a hundred little stories just to make you smile. and when i love? oh, i love so hard. i'll melt under your touch, let you pamper me, but don’t be fooled—i'm a switch through and through. one second, i’m soft and needy, and the next, i’m teasing you, spoiling you, making sure you feel just as adored as i do. love is a two-way street, after all, and i intend to walk every step of it with you.
affection is my love language. words of affirmation? i’ll be your biggest fan, your loudest supporter, the one who reminds you how incredible you are, even when you can’t see it yourself. cuddles? kisses? soft pats until you fall asleep? say no more. i believe love is in the little things—the gentle reminders, the warm presence, the feeling of never being alone even in silence. if i care about you, i really care about you, and i’ll make sure you know it every single day.
my world is painted in melodies, in songs that carry my emotions when words fail. k-pop is my constant, with enhypen, boynextdoor, newjeans, h2h, aespa, ive, and zb1 filling my playlists, but my love for music stretches far beyond. i lose myself in the soft whispers of keshi, the nostalgia of lany, the bittersweet melodies of laufey. the weeknd, the 1975, niki, even a little bit of hivi, kahitna and juicy lucy—each song, a piece of my heart i'd be willing to share. oh, and yes, i’m a proud bocil windah batubara—because what’s life without a little chaos, a little laughter, a little joy in the simplest of things?
but here’s something really important—you see, i’m currently in full study mode, preparing for UTBK and other school exams. so if i ever disappear for a bit, just know i’m probably drowning in textbooks, struggling with questions, or trying to force my brain to work even when it refuses. i may not be a night owl (school drains me too much, huft), but sometimes, the stress keeps me up at night. wouldn’t it be nice to have a study date? :3 you, me, sitting together—quiet moments filled with soft concentration, stolen glances, little breaks where we talk about anything but studying. i promise i won’t just yap the whole time (…maybe), late-night rants about hard questions, the occasional break where we just talk about anything but studying. and maybe sneaking in a little cuddling between study sessions. so, if you don’t mind a little bit of "i’m tired, but i have to study," then maybe you and i could make a pretty good pair. would you keep me company while i prepare for my future? i promise i'll help you with your studies too, or at the very least, keep you entertained with my yapping.
at the end of the day, spending time together doesn’t have to be complicated. i don’t need grand gestures or over-the-top moments—just you, your presence, your voice, your stories. so, tell me—would you let me step into your world, be your special someone, your study buddy, or maybe even the person who makes your days a little brighter? i talk too much, yap too much, love too much—but maybe that’s exactly why we’d be the perfect match.
now that i’ve told you about me… what about you? would you introduce yourself too? pretty please?
