You may already understand yourself, your history, and the patterns you tend to fall into. But when it’s time to make a big decision, choose yourself, or follow through on a change, all the sudden you feel stuck, or you try so hard and see little movement and you think something is wrong with you or its a sign that now is just not the time. But the truth is, that's the edge of expansion and growth, doing the unfamiliar thing, and naturally your subconscious deploys one familiar response (pattern) to keep you from doing what you want - because it loves you so much and wants to keep you safe and familiar.