Which steps might help move you closer to this ideal situation? A small note from me: often we feel that the steps must be big and complicated. In reality, often it is enough to shift the focus in our living space so that energy can flow freely and begin to support you.
If you find it difficult to answer this question, it may simply be a sign that it is time to look at the situation from a fresh perspective :-) If you like, after reviewing your responses I can share one piece of advice (or a small observation) based on what you wrote.