I get it. This is a big commitment, both $ and existentially. What if your writing sucks? What if you can't make it to anything? What if its weird?
It will suck - that's how it looks before it gets good.
And it will be weird - that's the whole thing. Embracing the weird, getting comfy in it. (also its not like a very weird cult its normie weird dont worry).
ANYWAY: If you'd like to attend a few events free of charge to see if its for you, that's great! Just fill this out and I'll get you deets for the next few events: