... Not to mention the endless doctor visits where you left the appointment with another prescription, but zero answers about why your immune system is attacking itself; feeling trapped in a managed care system having been told thriving again is no longer a realistic goal for you - and that your only choice is lifelong symptom suppression with heavy medications; being caught up in the dieting rollercoaster, trying strict elimination diets, only to fall off two weeks later because your brain was exhausted from fighting constant cravings; and then believing the willpower myth, blaming yourself for slipping up, when in reality your brain's dopamine pathways were hijacked by modern engineered food.